Today was one of those days that I want to have less and less of. I was feeling really crapy. I slept during the day which is something I want to get away from. I really want to get a full 8 hours of sleep every night and get to sleep at a reasonable hour, which is very hard to do in college being as though I am most productive in the very late hours of the night. I am hopeful for tomorrow. I am excited to start fresh tomorrow. I am learning to forgive myself for my mistakes, correct them, and learn from them. I took five minutes today just to visualize myself accomplishing all of my goals and allowing myself to feel as though I have lost 100 pounds which is the ultimate weight loss goal for me at the moment. Visualization just helps to put you in a better mood. Positive thoughts lead to more positive thoughts which will help to increase happiness. I will visualize myself the way I want to look and feel after I reach my goal, this will help in the process of reaching my goals.
I also want to address the "beauty" portion of this blog. I really loved make up when I was a little kid. Anytime I got cash, I would save it up to buy lipsmackers lip glosses. I was obsessed, I think I had about 10-20 on me at any given time. I started experimenting with eye shadow in 10th grade. Like I said, it was experimentation so the looks weren't always the most flattering and sometimes they were just flat out horrible. I played around with different make up things and then my senior year it really changed. I invested in some higher end make up because I was babysitting at least three days a week and working at my local bagel store every weekend so I had money to buy the make up I wanted. I purchased a Mac pallet pro pallet with several eyeshadows and some brushes. Throughout my senior year I really built up my make up collection. I also started watching many make up gurus on youtube. Subscribing to youtubers and reading their blogs inspired me to make this blog. My make up skills really grew over the last year. I built up these skills in order to boost my self confidence because I was and still am unhappy with my body. I compensate for my body by using make up to help my confidence. I love getting compliments about my make up. I was so honored when my friend asked me to do her hair and make up for a prom she was asked to. I also did my own hair and make up for my own prom and getting complimented on those was so amazing and a great feeling. I hope this just clarifies the beauty portion of this blog.
I really hope that this blog inspires others to take charge of their lives and improve them for better while giving tips and tricks that I have come across over time.
ta ta for now
~Jamie
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